February 2012
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Meeeehhhh i binged. I won’t purge though, i’ve been so good lately and haven’t purged in so long and it’s not worth it. i need to keep reminding myself that tomorrow is a new day and another chance to be the best person i can be. Deep breaths alksdjf;lakjdsf
curlygirl-gonethin:
In my mind I keep hearing:
Everyone’s pretty but you Everyone’s skinnier than you Everyone has friends except you Everyone has someone who cares about them but you Everyone is nice than theres you.. Everyone is normal except you. Everyone is happy except you, bitch.
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Food is not your therapist. Food is not your best...
I'm so happy!
Today i got spikes and throwing shoes and a new bag for track! I’m soo excited to get into shape and be healthy i’m really ready. Today i worked out with my friend (the one that got me into track) who’s like one of the best sprinters on the team. We did a 2 lap warm up, 15 50 meters with 30 seconds rest in between, 3 sets of 8 of dead lifts & squats with medicine ball,...
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I talked to my coach today.
I told him how i felt as though i wasn’t getting a good workout from doing just throwing and how i don’t feel like i’m being taken seriously because i’m not doing a running event and that if doing running events would result in me being taken seriously then i will. He asked if i wanted to compete in the events or just practice with the sprinters to get into shape. I told...
Getting throwing shoes and possibly spikes this weekend. Track is getting serious! I need to step it up i’ve literally done nothing and i’m still super out of shape like extremely, i’m gonna talk to my coach tomorrow.
reblog if i shouldnt kill myself tonight .
1nthed4rk:
please dont
there’s so much more to live for than to stoop to suicide. things may be hard, and fucking gone to shit. but think about all the fun times you’ve had, and all the things u like to do. there all worth being hear for.