I talked to my coach today.

I told him how i felt as though i wasn’t getting a good workout from doing just throwing and how i don’t feel like i’m being taken seriously because i’m not doing a running event and that if doing running events would result in me being taken seriously then i will. He asked if i wanted to compete in the events or just practice with the sprinters to get into shape. I told him that i wanted to compete. This may sound crazy because i’m extremely out of shape and everyone else is better then me. But i’m going to get into shape and even though, as my coach said, the first month or so is gonna be hell it’s going to be so totally worth it. I know it is because from here on i’m just going to get better. And i may not be as good or as fit as the girls on the team, but next year, senior year, i’m going to kick all their asses in the sprinting events. I’m going to train over summer and over winter and fall after this season and i’m going to be good, i’m going to be the best and i’m going to win. I’m going to prove everyone wrong, i won’t be fat forever. I’m going to get into shape into the best shape and i’m going to have a rockin’ bod.

I just can’t wait till it actually happens, success is the best revenge. All those people who mad fun of me should prepare to be jealous.